GLACIAL DREAMS 



 

I have glacial dreams

In my dreams, I see my mom in front of the shop

Waiting for me to come, I say to her:

Why don't you wait here? and I'll be back soon

With mangos, ginger and loads of tomatoes.

Alright, she says. I'll wait but don't be late

It's cold outside and I am getting older.

 

I have glacial dreams. I am drinking a cold tea. I say to her

Why don't you wait here? I'll be back soon

With strawberries, ginger and loads of tomatoes.

Alright, she says, but don't be late

Your tea is getting colder and I am getting older.

 

I have glacial dreams: I'm touching a cold hand, I say to her

Why don't you just wait here? I will be back soon

With apples, ginger and loads of tomatoes.

 

My bag is heavy. I put in on the ground

I'm looking for her: mom, mom I came!

Nobody was waiting.

 

Only the Siberian wind

Blowing

In a cemetery

Only the bloody poppy

Growing

In my tea

I say:

My tea is getting older, my mom is getting colder.




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